If I'm listening to music I like I tend to sing along. Ok - unless I'm in public I sing along. Here's my problem: I currently have about 2 hours between classes this semester. Not too bad as it gives me time to have lunch, do homework &/or study. But I've plugged in my headphones & listened to youtube & I keep catching myself about ready to start singing along. This may not be a issue other than I'm sitting outside classrooms with open doors & people constantly walking by. It's bad enough that I get busted chair dancing I don't need to add my singing along to it!
Not to mention that I'm pretty sure I still get busted for faces I make when I wear my glasses. I need to keep reminding myself that regular glasses aren't sunglasses - people can see yours eyes. Oops!
One month left in this semester.... I still wonder if all this is worth it in the end. Outwardly I can be optimistic about it all - It's just a means to an end; The frustration & headaches will be worth it; Just think of the good I can bring to my future patients; etc.... But in the not-so-quiet of my mind the doubts and insecurities wander in. But such is the way my mind works - on everything really.
It doesn't really help that I feel burned out on school. I just want to be done - done with the drive; done with the homework; done with the studying; done with the extra headaches beyond work, family, & life in general. Sigh.....